we are still not really on talkin terms..

i also don't intend to meet him when i'm back..

it just feels different liao..

anyway if i don't ask.. he also won't open his golden mouth to say wanna meet me de..

but still.. i can't wait to be back..

coz..

sun is a fully packed day for me with my pistachios.. *hee*

estimated arrival touchdown time 0605hrs.. =D

then it'll be

- k lunch..

- movie.. (sawV)

- mj session.. (hope i don't lose k.. =P)

they went for haagen daz yesterday without me.. =(

& still tell me they took alot of pics for me to see.. =X

will be meetin jill joyce & ricky individually for lunch & dinners after i'm back too.. =)

mentionin abt ricky.. yuan lai he saw when dead drunk with irene that night.. *haahaa*

then he asked y i did not ask him to pick me up instead..

i wasn't even the one who called ben.. irene did..

i think i really gone liao..

before i end i post..

here are some pics with my sunnies.. =)

e hotel night..

e night which we played till lights on & did not spend a single cent.. not even cab fare.. =P

e night which we all had free breakfast..

e night which i was really sober when we club.. =P



























i think the happiest of that night is XL..

coz she took a pic with her beloved.. hee..



datz all~

*muackz*

whats said cannot be unsaid..

don't have to be sorry for sayin out your feelings or thoughts..


i feel hurt..


i m so drunk last night that irene had to ask ben to come & pick me up..

& now he is so angry with me coz i m duper drunk & will just follow anyone home..

i know he is angry coz i did not takecare of myself..

this is the first time he is angry at me..

even i m so drunk.. i still remembered his super black face.. =X

i m so goin to stop drinkin..

JK.. i will join u to drink juices soon..! =D

off to copenhagen later..

need to pack luggage & paint nails liao..

datz all~

*muackz*

i hope he simmers down soon..


i know normally it only costs half the price..

but i'm already dyin from deprivation of food..

i know it's a unfair & bad to think this way..

but if it's him..

i'm sure he will get it for me even if it is triple the normal price..

especially if he knows i'm not eaten anythin since 7am & it's 10pm already..


off to seoul later for my supply of masks..! =)

can't wait to be back..

it'll be clubbin again with the sunnies..

we booked a hotel room for us to stay after our clubbin session.. =D

JK LMM & me will be off the next day.. *hee*

TM should be havin breakfast cum lunch with us coz she is only flyin off at night..

only poor XL gotta leave early next mornin for work..

i m so expectin to see all of them in curls on friday coz all 4 of them bought curlers..

& they can bargained the price from 160bucks each to 120.. *thumbs up*

sat will be night safari with my dearet pea nor jaret & ky.. jo might be joinin as well.. =)

i wrapped all the holloween sweets for them liao.. hee.. =D

with the help of ben.. =X

can't wait to see them..

can't wait for fri to come..

can't wait to be back..

datz all~

*muackz*

off to paint my nails liao~


the instance i saw the sms.. tears swelled up in my eyes..

i was in the briefin room already.. goin for flight..

i tried my best to control but they fell from my eyes..

surprisingly, the usually very glutton me don't feel like eatin..

well.. i got no appetite..

my mind tells me i'm hungry but my stomach says otherwise.. or is it the other way round, i don't know..

*but no worries.. i need to diet anyway.. =P

**dun worry.. i evantually ate somethin.. will takecare of myself de..

i drank lots of water because that's what he always tells me to do..

i cried for 5 whole minutes in the room.. for a reason unknown..

subsequently i teared abit here & there even though i didn't want to..

i didn't want to because i don't know the reason behind those tears..

but they just came out..

i am still wonderin to myself..

what am i exactly cryin for..

yes.. i am sad.. but why??


it's so depressin..

why is everyone breakin up..

we were all so happy then..



but now..

all have broken up one by one.. (almost)

after all the years together..

this is a sad year..

but i believe sunshine will follow after the rain.. =)


Someone asked me this question:

breakfast is the most important meal of the day.. so does it makes me the most important person for that day if u eat it with me..

hmmm..


club club & club..

& today i didn't go to work.. =X

long story..

i m so suay lar..

yesterday went to watch "connected" (not nice!) with pea & ky..

then went phuture with ben & his friends..

really his tian xia..

knows quite afew ppl there lor..

we got in usin my crew pass.. (can only go zouk & velvet)

then managed to get into phuture coz he knows the bouncer there.. haahaa~

drink n drink & guess what..

my $$ was stolen.. USD.. Euros.. SGD.. amount to $400 or so.. sianz..

but heng wallet still here..

then i didn't wake up for flight..

coz my sim card was missin.. so obviously hp didn't ring..

called to deactivate my SIM card..

called pea to whine.. JK & XL coz we meetin later.. fidah to get francisca's number..

then i went to take MC..

& then i got ready to go out to meet my 2 sunnies.. as i was takin out all the things from my bag.. i saw this green thing lyin inside..

MY SIM CARD!! =X

---___________________---

fri was a fun day..

saw all my friends at st james..

saw J & he signed JK, LMM & me in.. =)

then saw Z & drink n drink with him & his friends..

i've not seen him for like 2yrs?

just went we were leavin.. W came to tap me..

he says R is also there.. smokin outside..

didn't get to see him..

but will be seein him tomorrow night for dinner..

he says wanna treat me to a feast before he puts on braces.. *hee*

off to meet my 2 sunnies for ktv session liao.. =)

JK jio df tonight..

tmr night i need to sleep early..

no more missin of flights!

datz all~

*muackz*

still have not gotten my batam pics from jill.. =(

we took ALOT of pics lor.. haahaa~

ying

YY aka birdie aka black blur bird (by NOR & PEA)
16 Dec 1985

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